On May 27, my wife suddenly died in my arms at age 48 from a stroke. She had no prior symptoms or hypertension.
Friends and family were very supportive and her family considers me a permanent member.
My wife had told family and friends behind my back, that if something should happen, to encourage me to remarry.
She was my best friend and I was her best friend. We both shared the best 6 years of our lives together.
According to the law I have lost my 13a permanent visa. I'll have to go back to a tourist visa, I assume. No way I can come up with $10.000 for a SRRV visa.
The matchmakers are already trying to ply their trade with me. Honestly I'm not interested in the least.
I'm not returning the the US, I just have no desire to be there anymore. I like the Philippines.